Wedding Woes

We are thisclose to "the big day."

It. Is. Crazy.

I was so calm for a while, but the wedding panic has come back in full swing.

I love Jay and I can't wait to be his wife, but... I will be happy when the wedding planning and preparation is over.

I'll admit, part of my problem with the past & upcoming weeks is that I can't stress eat my feelings. My dress currently fits perfectly, I don't want to risk busting a zipper for the sake of some delicious candy or chips- even if those delicious treats would save my sanity. [I know this is a terrible thing to do, but sometimes you just need a treat to get you through!]

Had a pretty good text rant session with my sister on Monday.

The constant questions are also getting me down. I am so used to being independent and free of the demands of everyone else. Not this week. EVERYONE has questions and some are causing me to question every detail of the wedding. I know they mean well, but after this being a solo venture for so long I am getting stage-fright about sharing every detail. 

My phone is too old to take a screenshot, so I took a picture with a camera to share this with you.

I'm exhausted. We have basically handmade this whole wedding (more on that after the wedding!) which feels great but has also left us both exhausted. I want to savour this moment with Jay, but I am so tired it's hard to find the motivation. 

Did I mention I can't stress eat?!?!? 

Thank you for humouring this pity party of one today. I swear I can't wait to marry Jay I'm just over the waiting! We're going home a few days before the wedding so I am optimistic that it will be easier to be excited once we are surrounded by everyone we love!

How do you cope with stress? Do you have any solutions for me that don't involve candy? Or, any good justification for why I can keep eating the candy I love so much? 

Keep Smiling :)